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Mary's hair started falling out last night. She is so strong. This all seems to be effecting me more than her on the emotional side. It is difficult to keep as spiritually strong as she is. I can tell that the fatigue is just starting to set in with her. I can see that she is sick. That is the part that is hard. I am supposed to fix stuff. I am supposed to be her shelter. There is nothing I can do, but stand as still and solid as the mighty oak. Even trees weep. All I can do is be the rock she stands on as the waves crash against her, but even rocks break down. I fear that she is holding me up, while she goes through this. I am not this strong. She is. She is amazing. She is beautiful. In the shadow of her strength I sit in complete awe of her. Love.
by Darwin Ost on Wed, Oct 16, 2019 @ 11:03 AM